New Year, wishing you were here
Dear JJ, It's hard to believe its been almost two months since you've been gone. To me it feels like it's been so much longer. I miss you more and more with each passing day. Your scent. Your soft skin. Your squishy cheeks. Your big contagious smile. Your laugh. I miss every little thing about you. We made it through the holidays and now here we are in a new year .... without you. Most people usually think of the new year as an opportunity for a fresh new start and look forward to new beginnings. But its hard for me to be excited about going into a new year that you'll never be a part of. Even though the end of 2021 contained some of the hardest days of my life, I think I will always look back on 2021 as my favorite year because it included the 5 perfect months that I got to spend with you. Your daddy and I finally were brave enough to face the daunting task of going back to work this week. This is something I have been dreading but I knew I had to face it at some po